Mr. Cupcake Connection Revisited

Remember way back in March this story popped up Mr. Cupcake Connection? Who would think there would be a sequel to this love (?) story! Since that's happened Mr. Cupcake has still come in to deposit checks by himself or with his twin brother.. yes... did I mention last post he has a twin brother? Well, he does.

Anyways, Mr. Cupcake really is a sweet cute dude but yes, I turned him down because of his age. It's a shame, and I know I shouldn't base things on age but I'm not sure I'm comfortable being that much older than a dude. Age really is just a number, right?! ugh.....

So, there I was sitting at my kitchen table, surfing the web. I decided to check out what was going on on Craigslist for jobs.... sofas... and... missed connections! hehehe Whenever I go on Missed Connections I always put my banks name in the search engine... I see so many customers in the day, that really is my primary means (right now) for meeting potential husbands... even though it really is a limited bunch (i think i mentioned it in Mr. Cupcake Connection post it's either hot young art students or my age and older pretentious business men.). I search my bank and BAM!!! Clear as day.. even clearer than before... MY WHOLE NAME!!!! my namee!!! My name was the subject line to the post " My Name at My Bank in Center City." SHOCKED!!!!! I click it... I read it... it says this:

"You work as a teller at BANK in center city on BLANK street. Your name is MY NAME you always are my bank teller. I would love to take you out sometime. You always make my day when I see you."

Hot Damn!! Could this be it! Could this be the one?!?!!?! Naturally, I reply.  I say this:

hey, 

so... waaah!? hehe Seeing my name up there was WOA!

Anyways, what's your name? Or better yet describe yourself! I'd like to try and see if I know you before you tell me who you are! Also, what type of transactions do you do?... hahaha... let's have fun with this!

Take Care

He replies telling me that he goes in to deposit his pay check and that he comes in with his twin once in a while..... twin... did you catch that? he comes in with his twin. Now, I'm even more in shock and possibly entirely confused. Could this be the twin of Mr. Cupcake?? That would be too coincidental and can I say... INSANE?! I reply back to him asking him if his brother was Mr. Cupcake... sure enough it was. I mean, I've heard of twins being in sync and all this other bizarre stuff... but what are the chances of both of them fuckin' putting up Craigslist missed connection adds and both being into me like that's just bizarre!?

Confused I reply with this: 

 

Hey
so, a few things!

1. I appreciate your kind words. You're a super handsome fella :) (he said I was gorgeous)
2. I know your brother because he did the same thing. So......
3. Part of me is confused by this because i don't know if its coincidental or if ya'll are playin me haha


hope you're having a good day...??..eep...aside from this lil confusion....

 

 Anyways, let me cut to the chase.... we exchanged numbers.... and we've been texting back and forth... I dunno what compelled me to give this one (we'll call him Mr. Gym .. he works at a gym and is all about fitness and blah blah... which is someplace I am not), a chance as opposed to Mr. Cupcake. They're both the same freakin' age! And!! On top of it, I probably have more in common with Mr. Cupcake given that he works at the cupcake place and I love to bake and eat and Mr. Gym works at a gym and works out everyday and I'm a lazy ass!!!! I guess there's just something different about Mr. Gym..... I told Mr. Gym that I don't want to rush into anything and that I'm not sure I'm looking for a romantic relationship. Which surprised me when I text that because while I want love in my life, I feel like I'm not ready for it.... well there's that and... there's.....this..

I keep thinking about Mr. High School and I need to just stop thinking about him. Remember the last time I really conversed with him I tried to get him back and I like gave him my soul and I got no response so I was hurt and then told him not to text me for a while. Well... that was a little over a month ago.... Last week I kinda broke down and text him to say hey... I wanted to tell him I still think about him, but from the vibe that I got from him via text it seemed that he didn't really want anything to do with me (then again this is an assumption I'm getting... via freakin' text where nothing is ever clear). In any case, I'm sure  he has no feelings for me. In fact, I think I might've hurt him, I dunno, I wanted to apologize and blah blah.. but I feel like I really need to let it all go. I dunno why he's got such a hold on me. 

In conclusion, I just need to tell Mr. Gym that the age thing isn't for me, I can't get over the age difference. There's the age and there's also a part of me that feels guilty about not giving his brother a chance too.  I also need to really let go of Mr. High School. We have our 10yr high school reunion coming up, and part of me wants to go just so I can see him... but I don't think that's a smart move. 

Okay! the end! that's it!!!! It's insane how in sync twins really can be.

Happy Sunday! Have a great rest of the week!

 

 

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